Tuesday, March 20, 2012

spirits


Assalamualaikum


The result y i make this entry is, my ever dearest no 5 sis n no 6 bro dpt result spm dieorg hr nih. Alhamdulillah so far cerah lagi masa depan walaupon xgempak macam member2 dieorg. Dieorg nih actually twin same years different month. Ak pelik gak pasal kejadian dieorg nih tp bende dh jadi pon. Xdek nk pelik2 dh walaupon bile ak kerap2 fikir pasal dieorg, ak rase pelik yang amat!! 

Ok. Sis nih all B and 1 E. Okk .. boleh nk masuk mane2 tuh. InsyaAllah. Nothing mustahil la kan. Pray a lots la. Bro nih B, C, G. Ak xtgk lg slip result die coz sangat la bdk nih misteri xnk tunjuk slip die. Ak bajet die dh koyak2 slip die. hahaha. 

Ape yg ak bangga ngn dieorg nih, spirits dieorg kuat giler.MasyaAllah. Kalah time spm ak dulu. Dieorg xdek meraung, menangis, down2 to earth macam ak dulu. Pengalaman spm ak dulu, target ak paling kurang ad 3 A. Malay, English, Tasawur. Tetapi!! 1 A pon tak dapat. N syukur la sume dpt B. Bile ak fikir sekarang, kalu ak dpt la sume 2 A,mesti sampai sekarang ak dpt dosa riak xkire. Silly.

Ak dpt je result, terus ak nangis .. sampai la balik rumah, dr atas motor lagi nangis sampai bengkak biji mata. Kat rumah pon nangis sampai family tak ley nak pujuk dah. A month kot nangis. Memang sangat2 down sampai ak fikir, gelap la masa depan ak nanti. Tapi Alhamdullilah, ak dpt jugak masuk politeknik for sijil walaupon lambat 1 sem dr member ak yang lain. Dah tamat sijil, sekarang ak dah tinggal suku nk biskan sem 5 integrasi n InsyaAllah tinggal 1 sem lg untuk diploma. Same politeknik.

Ingatan ak untuk adik2 ak nih, banyak2 la muhasabah dgn ape yg korang dpt sekarang nih. Fikir balik ape salah yang korang dah buat sepanjang nak spm dulu. Sementara nak tggu result pon. Semua tu sebenarnye effect dari ape yang kite dah buat. Hasilnye result spm kite la. Prays a lot untuk sambung nanti. InsyaAllah, rezeki Allah luas, mane2 korang dapat nanti, g jelah. change for good la kat mane2 nanti. 


Lot of love *hugs*

Saturday, March 17, 2012

saying is easy. doing is something


Assalamualaikum




I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
OOOOO
And theres a couple words I want to say

* Chorus:
For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I…I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart

I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together in Jannah
Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along
OOOO
And theres a couple word I want to say

* Repeat Chorus

I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

* Repeat Chorus

I know that deep in my heart.. 



* i hope my "imam" org yg bley pk sndiri kputusan yg bakal die ambil. org len bley hanya guide, give their advice but not take all their words for granted. Ya Allah, please hear my doa. 

Sunday, March 11, 2012

nothing


Assalamualaikum




Sallallahuala Muhammad
Sallallahualaiwasalam
(ulang 2x)

Thola\'al badru \'alayna.
Min-tsaniyyatil wada\'
Wajabasy syukru \'alayna.
Ma da\'a lillahi da\'

Sallallahuala Muhammad
Sallallahualaiwasalam
(ulang 2x)

Ayyuhal mab\'u-tsu fiina.
Ji\'ta bil amril mutho\'
Anta ghow-tsuna jami\'a.
Ya mujammalath thiba\'

Sallallahuala Muhammad
Sallallahualaiwasalam
(ulang 2x)

Antashamsyul antabadarrun
Antanurulfauka'nurin
(2x)

Antaiksi nurwagh'ani 
Antamis'bah hussudurrin
(2x)

Sallallahuala Muhammad
Sallallahualaiwasalam
(ulang)




#cian dkat dr sndiri. tahu nyanyi tp xfham mksud. erm, xpelah ekin. still muda. bnyk lg masa utk blajar. xdek ape yg xsmpat kcuali mati. prays like always, maybe u'll find a solution for all this.
##wish me in "that" time. rasa lapang yg amat2 sgt. bkn sempit, b'buku mcm skg. no longer feel peace in heart. it's hurt and hurting!

Monday, February 27, 2012

Munajat cinta



malam ini ku sendiri
tak ada yang menemani
seperti malam-malam
yang sudah-sudah

hati ini selalu sepi
tak ada yang menghiasi
seperti cinta ini
yang selalu pupus

tuhan kirimkanlah aku
kekasih yang baik hati
yang mencintai aku
apa adanya

mawar ini semakin layu
tak ada yang memiliki
seperti aku ini
semakin pupus

tuhan kirimkanlah aku
kekasih yang baik hati
yang mencintai aku
apa adanya


thanks to you, my left here already broken. again. and it's hurt. in much pain than before.